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Hostility Towards Outsiders

 

Sauna Visits and Immunity

 It is worth mentioning that regular visits to saunas boost one's immunity.  Many YMCA saunas are closed.  I bought one of these on ebay.  

Ionic Foot Bath

I found the ionic foot bath to be useful for detox purposes.  

Medical Error Part Two

 Another thing I noticed was that my internal organs: stomach, liver, kidneys were all more sensitive than before.  When I was given exams by doctors sometimes they were quite forceful when pressing on my internal organs.  When this happened in 2012 I would be in pain the entire next day.  I had to go completely without eating for one day to make the pain go away.  

I would request that doctors not press on my organs like that.  This was quite the ordeal.  It seemed like they really were obsessed with pressing on my organs, which did not work for me.  This is my body after all.  If I am harmed I have to deal with the burden and not them.

During one of these doctor’s visits the doctor  pressed on my stomach very hard.  The next day I had agonizing stomach pain, which did not resolve.  This is similar to chronic gastritis or gastroparesis.  I have had this same stomach problem for 7.5 years at this point in time.  This stomach pain impaired me in a major way.  This has caused me untold suffering for years.  Right after this happened I remember thinking “ I could die from this.”  Many horrible things have happened since then.  There is something in the Hippocratic oath about not doing harm to patients. The level of damage and severity here is hard to describe. This problem was paralyzing to me in some ways.

Between 2012-2013 I filed four separate complaints with different medical groups regarding the treatment I was getting.  After three of the complaints I filed I received a letter certified mail banning me from the physician’s group that I was seeing.  

Eventually I got back on my feet on some level from something called the water cure.  This did resolve the pharmaceutical injury I had in early 2012 on some level.  The water cure was not something I found out about until late 2013.  That was almost two years having to live in such an agonized way.  There were very few foods I could eat. I had reduced energy. I was stuck where ever I was at.

I had to live with someone that was always threatening to throw me out of the house. This person had angry temper tantrums and the arguments would inflame my stomach pain, which was terrible. They did not show any restraint here. I told them that their freak outs were bothering my stomach in a bad way and keeping me up at night. This person would start arguments rights before it was time to go to bed. I did have difficulty communicating with people since I started to have these impossible to resolve health problems. It is hard to live when one's internal health is maimed.

From 2012-2013 nobody knew what I should do about the health problems that I had.  I went to naturopaths, a holistic chiropractor and other natural medicine doctors.  I really did not get far with any of them.  The goal would be to get back to where I was in 2011.  The holistic chiropractor straight up told me he did not know what to do for me and that was the end of the visit.  

I did find that going to the chiropractor once a week was helpful.  From 2012-2018 I saw the chiropractor once a week.  I did contact an organization called In Need of Diagnosis.  This was an organization that advocated that people should  be diagnosed with health problems when they go through the medical system.  The organization felt that this was rare and leads to dysfunction and suffering for patients.  Unfortunately the leader of this organization died since 2013. I may also not survive as well from living in unsafe living environments year after year.

I have tried to learn more about natural health since 2012.  Unfortunately I have not been able to catch up with all the harm and health problems that have been caused to me by this system.   All of the health problems that I have had since early 2012 were caused by the medical system or by repeated chemical injuries.  That is terrible.  How is anyone supposed to make a living or contribution to society if they are being made sick over and over again?  Between 2010 and the present I have been subject to 5 situations where I was harmed by the medical system and 12 separate chemical injuries.  I have not been compensated for any of these and I have not recovered either.

The only people that were of assistance to me were the people from the men's rights movement that I met on Skype. If I had not met them I do not know what would have happened. I would have eventually ran out of money and become homeless. When one becomes disabled at a young age they do not have much savings to live off of. I was 30 years old in 2012 I did not receive any compensation for the damages I experienced from the medical system.

My family was also impossible to deal with as usual. At some point between 2007-2008 my father decided that he was not going to assist me financially or with housing anymore. He did not ever tell me in straight forward english why this was. It did not make any difference to him whether I had a disability or not. I suspected that he and my sister had been conspiring against me. In a normal world people might sit down and have an assertive conversation about what is going on. My mother died of cancer when I was nine years old. My dad's second marriage ended in divorce in 1997. I have struggled with symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome since I was 21 in 2004.

When people experience these kinds of health problems they often end up in the street. This causes daily agony. It is very difficult to find housing when one has a disability for the reasons I have previously mentioned.

Medical Error Part One

 In 2010 I got scabies from sleeping on a friend's coach.  I was prescribed a pharmaceutical for this and became pharmaceutically injured.  This caused interstitial cystitis and chronic fatigue syndrome.  I soon lost my job and was on unemployment.

On Christmas Eve of 2011 I had a negative reaction to a pharmaceutical that I was injected with.  I asked the nurse if they thought it was safe before I was injected and they felt that it would be fine.  

The next day was Xmas day.  I took a walk in the morning before I was to go over the my dad’s house.  While I was taking a walk I started to feel strange. I started to feel dizzy and I vomited.  I also felt disoriented and like I was going through a negative health episode.  I drove to the same hospital again and went to the emergency room.  I was given an IV when I was there and in time I felt somewhat better. 

My health did not return to normal after this.  I did not feel centered any longer.  I used to take walks on a regular basis.  When I would take a walk that was more than a few blocks I would start to get dizzy and feel like I was going to faint.  I would have these negative health episodes on a regular basis throughout 2012.  I felt that my internal health had been permanently changed due to pharmaceutical injury. The level of damage and severity here is hard to describe.

One thing that was helpful was when I was feeling like this I would go to the emergency room and they would give me IV bags.  That would get me back on my feet.  I did not ever recover from this one injection of pharmaceuticals throughout the year 2012.  I felt terrible much of the time.  Eventually I was told by my doctor that he thought I had something called vertigo.  I felt that I also had low blood sugar symptoms.  I underwent many medical tests, MRIs, cat scans, and blood tests.  

I had to go to the emergency room 7 separate times in the year 2012 for these negative health episodes.  I lost a lot of weight in 2012 and found that I was sensitive to a lot more different types of foods than I was before.  I had been harmed in a long- term way that no one knew how to resolve.

Self Righteous

 confident of one's own righteousness, especially when smugly moralistic and intolerant of the opinions and behavior of others.

Vindictive

 having or showing a strong or unreasoning desire for revenge:

"the criticism was both vindictive and personalized"
A person described as vindictive is usually someone who holds a grudge and who always tries to get back at people who they think have wronged them in some way. Vindictive people retaliate against others for any insult or perceived slight. Vindictive people do not let things go.
It is not true that suffering ennobles the character; happiness does that sometimes, but suffering, for the most part, makes people petty and vindictive.
having or showing a wish to harm someone because you think that they harmed you; unwilling to forgive
If you say that someone is vindictive, you are critical of them because they deliberately try to upset or cause trouble for someone who they think has done them harm.

Opportunism

 Opportunism is the practice of taking advantage of circumstances – with little regard for principles or with what the consequences are for others. Opportunist actions are expedient actions guided primarily by self-interested motives. The term can be applied to individual humans and living organisms, groups, organizations, styles, behaviors, and trends

Blackmail

  is the act of attempting to force someone to do something or give up something valuable by threatening negative consequences if they don’t, especially revealing negative information about them.

 

Differences between living in Subsidized Housing and Regular Studio or One Bedroom Apartments

 Regular One Bedroom or Studio Apartments    

1.  Maintenance visits the apartment and typically repairs things without causing accidents.

2. Shipments can be delivered to one's apartment. If one is not home they are typically held in the leasing office.

Subsidized Housing

1.  Since I have lived in subsidized housing I have had seven visits from maintenance at different locations.  Of those seven maintenance visits, four have caused property damage.  Three visits have caused bodily harm and impossible to clean up chemical exposures. The chemical exposures also cause property damage.  

2.  In subsidized housing the leasing office refuses to hold shipments for tenants.  Then tenant's shipments are stolen because they are left in front of the door. I need to get things shipped to my apartment because I buy medicinal supplements off the internet.  Some grocery items I have shipped to my home because my car was totaled last year.  

I moved in to this apartment in August.  Since I have lived here I have had three shipments stolen.  I have had one piece of mail stolen.  This was a birthday card from my aunt.  My mailbox does not close and maintenance has not repaired it.  In this building there are 4 mailboxes out of eleven that are open all the time.  There is not a post office near here where I could get a PO box.    

Recently someone was stealing my laundry out of the laundry machine.  

Living in Contamination Part Four

 Just when I thought it could not get any worse...

After moving in to this apartment some kind of brown liquid was leaking out of the kitchen cabinet onto the floor.  This was strange because there was not standing water in the cabinet, which is filled with mold.  This leaked all over my kitchen floor around Thanksgiving off and on for several days after that.  This would then get on my feet and be tracked all over the apartment and into my bed.  I could taste chemicals in my mouth while I lie in bed.  I have been able to taste chemicals in my mouth while I lie in bed many nights during the past 5 years.

Once again this creates a situation where I am being continuously poisoned by chemical residue in my home.  Removing this stuff rom any surface is nearly impossible.  This is a massive burden no one should have to bear.  I certainly do not bring impossible to resolve problems into the world.

1. How much harm does something like this cause a person?

I have yet to get any straight answer.

2. How can something like this be cleaned up completely?

This is a burden I have had to bear on my own.

 

Micromanage

to try to control or manage all the small parts of (something, such as an activity) in a way that is usually not wanted or that causes problems

Mass Society

 Mass society is any society of the modern era that possesses a mass culture and large-scale, impersonal, social institutions.^[1] A mass society is a "society in which prosperity and bureaucracy have weakened social ties."  

In a mass,

1. far fewer people express opinions than receive them; for the community of public becomes an abstract collection of individuals who receive impressions from the mass media.
2. The communications that prevail are so organized that it is difficult or impossible for the individual to answer back immediately or with any effect.
3. The realization of opinion in action is controlled by authorities who organize and control the channels of such action.
4. The mass has no autonomy from institutions; on the contrary, agents of authorized institutions penetrate this mass, reducing any autonomy it may have in the formation of opinion by discussion

Mass society - Wikipedia

Sick Building Syndrome

Sick building syndrome is a condition in which people in a building suffer from symptoms of illness or become infected with chronic disease from the building in which they work or reside.

Living in Contamination Part Three

1.   I  moved into shared housing near the University of Cincinnati in March of 2020.  This place would have been fine.  I felt that since I was out of subsidized housing perhaps I would not be exposed to chemicals over and over again.  I lived in university housing near Ohio State from 2001-2007 and there weren’t any strange chemical exposures there.

That was not the case in this situation.  During a construction visit chemical residue got all over the door knob to the house.  This spread throughout the house and got all over my personal property.  The landlord would not recognize that this was a problem.

2. I got a section 8 voucher in summer of 2020 to live in subsidized housing.  Section 8 housing is very hard to find in this area.  I looked at two apartments and they were both contaminated with chemical residue before I moved in.  I talked the matter over with my life coach, who felt that I should move in to the apartment to save money.  I moved in to this apartment in August of 2020.  To this day I am still living in a contaminated apartment.  This will make about 6.25 years of living in contaminated housing in different areas. That is 2,281.25 days living in contaminated housing at different locations.

• I paid for visits to a doctor that also had MCS when I was living in Indianapolis.  She told me that chemical residue exposures would not affect me.  This was not true.  They had affected me in a very bad way by the time I left Indianapolis in 2019. 
• This is a basic corporate and government accountability issue.  People should not be harmed by chemical exposures or have their property damaged.
• What is needed is for organizations like the EPA and Health Department to do something about these strange chemical exposures.  This is a burden that individual private citizens should not have to handle nor have the ability to handle on their own.  Landlords and other housing organizations need to be more careful with the chemicals they use.  These strange chemical exposures have become a growing problem that needs to be acknowledged by the public, by the organizations causing the problem and by government.  No one wants to be made sick, that is a horrible burden to bear. 

Chemical injury is not a health problem that is treated by the conventional medical system. 

This is something individuals have to pay for out of their own pocket.  Environmental medicine
doctors are not available in many areas and are very expensive.  

Subsidized housing would be fine if it were not for the chemical exposures and the accidents caused
by maintenance.  Some of the buildings still have lead pipes and tend to be in unsafe neighborhoods.