Friday, January 29, 2021

Facts About Me

I have a degree in Organizational Leadership and graduate with honor’s right before this happened

-I do know a lot about natural health.  This was really going somewhere until I was attacked

in 2015 and since October of 2015 I have had to live in places where my apartment is

contaminated. 

This has made me very ill.  I have tried to move repeated times and ended up with the

same results in other places.  I do not think this is normal. The thing with fasting and

the liver really goes a long way. I have found that this has a lot of potential if one is

not continuously exposed to chemicals.

- I am only 38 years old and would have a long life ahead of me if I could recover

from being chemically injured and find a non-contaminated place to live. 

- I have been active in political causes that involve: opposing the War in Iraq, Food Not Bombs, Students for Labor and Economic Justice, disability rights, atheism and the men’s rights movement.  I have also been involved in other human rights and civil liberties causes.


A combination of chemical exposures and gangstalking attacks have caused me to have to leave subsidized housing on two separate occasions.  This was in 2015 and in 2019.  I have repeatedly filed complaints with the FBI regarding the hacking of my computer and cellphone.  I have not received any response since 2015. 

If anyone wants to assist me and join Team Extreme you can email me at mushinryan@yahoo.com

I need assistance with: 

1.  Finding suitable housing

2.  An environmental doctor

3.  Legal Aid

4.  An IT specialist to ward off computer and cell phone hackers

5.  Allies

6.  Some kind of chemist would be helpful

Wednesday, January 27, 2021

Update on My Situation- Request for Government or International Assistance

 I have been badly chemically injured and do not know if I am going to survive or be able to lead any kind of decent life ever again.  I currently lived in subsidized housing, along with many disabled people  nationwide.  The rent here is 30% of my income and is a good deal.  This gives me some relief, so I can get back on my feet.  The problem here is that many of these places are contaminated by harmful chemical exposures or become contaminated by maintenance.  These strange chemical exposures are not normal and have made things extremely difficult for me.  

For me to move forward what I need is: 

1.  Another subsidized apartment that is not contaminated and is not going to become contaminated.  In most of the apartments I have lived in, I have not had to hover over maintenance to make sure they do not screw up my house.

or

2.  A regular apartment that costs a maximum of $500-550 a month and is not contaminated.  This has become nearly impossible.  Landlords will not let me live in their building because they want me to make three times the amount of rent per month.  I only get $900 a month from social security.  All of my health problems since 2012 have been caused by medical error or chemical exposures.  

I recently looked at 2 apartments on Ohio Ave. in Cincinnati that were around $500 a month.  I could have lived there.  The problem was that both of these places had these strange chemical exposures as well.  This is not normal and is not something I encountered before October of 2015.  This has become a growing problem.  Thus I could not move in there.   

Something needs to be done by businesses and government to stop these horrible chemical exposures.  This is not something individuals can resolve themselves.  If I had a non-contaminated apartment I could move on with my life.  I would need to buy my own infrared sauna and ionic foot bath.  I could then recover from being chemically injured continuously for five years.  I could get a job and life would move on.  I cannot move on with my life if I am homeless or have to live in a contaminated apartment.  

If another nation wants to take me in as a citizen that would be fine with me.   I feel that an environment has been created here that is hostile for me to live in.  Where do people go when they need to recover from health problems?  We would all be better off if such places were more available.

I think it is terrible that I would be attacked while I am disabled.  I am estranged from my family and I am a low income person.  This makes me more vulnerable to attacks than other people, who are not in a similar situation.  I have paid my rent on time, every month for five years.  This is in spite of being exposed to chemicals everyday for 5 years.  I have paid taxes in the United States all of my adult life and am a citizen here.  I feel that I have made a significant contribution to this society.   I have repeatedly tried to move to new places since 2018 and have ended up in the same situation over and over again due to problems with these chemical exposures.  This needs to be regulated and is a business or government accountability issue.  I have tried addressing this matter here locally and it doesn't seem like there is an avenue for dealing with this sort of thing currently.  I made some progress with trying to remove the chemical exposures with rubbing alcohol.  The problem is that made me sick as well.  


Anyone can email me at mushinryan@yahoo.com

Tuesday, January 26, 2021

Invasive

 An invasive species is an introduced organism that negatively alters its new environment. Although their spread can have beneficial aspects, invasive species adversely affect the invaded habitats and bioregions, causing ecological, environmental, and/or economic damage

Of, engaging in, or given to armed aggression: an invasive military force

Regimented

 very strictly organized or controlled:

"the regimented life of a long-term prisoner"



Brainwash

 to make someone believe something by repeatedly telling him or her that it is true and preventing any other information from reaching him or her:

Their government is trying to brainwash them into thinking that war cannot be avoided.
Brainwashing (also known as mind control, menticide, coercive persuasion, thought control, thought reform, and re-education) is the concept that the human mind can be altered or controlled by certain psychological techniques

Draconian

Draconian is an adjective meaning "of great severity", that derives from Draco, an Athenian law scribe under whom small offenses had heavy punishment


The Draconian laws were most noteworthy for their harshness; they were said to be written in blood, rather than ink. Death was prescribed for almost all criminal offenses.  Modern scholarship tends to be skeptical of the Draconian tradition.


Use the word Draconian (or lowercase draconian) to describe laws or rules that are really harsh and repressive



 

Patronizing

 apparently kind or helpful but betraying a feeling of superiority; condescending

If someone patronizes you, they speak or behave towards you in a way which seems friendly, but which shows that they think they are superior to you in some way.

Patronizing" someone is to make them feel childish, or to treat them as though they are stupid. I hope this helps you! It is when you treat someone with extra kindness while displaying an attitude of superiority.



 

Mob Rule

 Mob rule or ochlocracy is the rule of government by a mob or mass of people and the intimidation of legitimate authorities. Insofar as it represents a pejorative for majoritarianism , it is akin to the Latin phrase mobile vulgus , meaning "the fickle crowd ", from which the English term "mob" originally was derived in the 1680s .

Control of a political situation by those outside the conventional or lawful realm, typically involving violence and intimidation

Monday, January 25, 2021

Propaganda Alert

Who in the hell made this stupid commercial?  This guy doesn't look anything like me.  
#Moveon2021
Here's a new rule:  If you want to make shows about me, you have to put me in the show and you have to pay me.




 

Sunday, January 24, 2021

Ways to Avoid Harmful Chemical Exposures

Cedarwood spray can be used in place of harmful pesticides to kill bed bugs.  It also kills roaches.  Unlike Diatomaceous earth, this product does make a massive mess in one’s apartment.  As far as I know cedarwood spray does not cause any harm to people. 

Inner city housing often has problems with bed bugs.  I have found that the best way to kill bed bugs is to get cloth mattress covers for one’s mattress.  These do not rip like vinyl mattress covers.  Putting all of one’s clothes and bed sheets in the dryer kills the bed bugs.  It can also be helpful to put tape over electrical sockets that are not in use so that bed bugs do not get in them.  


Dish Soap and peppermint oil can be used to kill spiders.  I used this in my home in Indiana.  I used to get wolf spiders in the fall season.  


In many cases chemical exposures can be avoided by wearing nitrile gloves.  Nitrile gloves can be worn when one is pumping gas or working on one’s car.  


Friday, January 22, 2021


"You will never see an outlaw drive a family from their home."

 

Monday, January 18, 2021

High Cost of Living in Contamination Part Two

 8.  Laundry: I am having to pay a lot more money for laundry than I normally would.  I have had to wash my clothes and bed sheets over and over again for years to try to remove the chemical residue from them.  This is a vain effort because they always end up getting contaminated again.  I find it particularly degrading when I lie in bed at night and can taste chemicals in my mouth.  Thus I tend to do my laundry more often.  I have probably spent over $100 doing my laundry since last November when I had another chemical residue exposure in my home.  This also makes me more vulnerable to theft because sometimes people steal my laundry.  

9.  Health products:  I do spend more money than most many every month on vitamins, minerals and other health supplements.  I also buy healthier food, which is more expensive.  When one has chemical injury it is helpful to go on an elimination diet.  One cannot tolerate as many foods as most people.  One of the main things in my diet is brown rice noodles, which are expensive.  I cannot recover from the health problems that I have because I live in a contaminated apartment.  Thus I will not recover from the food sensitivities that I have.  I will continue to buy expensive food items every month.  Disabled people with food sensitivities cannot go to food pantries because they are sensitive to the food that is there.  Thus we continue to pay through the nose for food every month.  

My efforts to improve my health are in vain because I live in a contaminated apartment.  

10.  Computer:  My computer was recently broken from having to clean it all the time.  I had to buy another computer.  If I had not been living in a contaminated apartment I would not have had to replace my computer.  

11.  Receipts:  Sometimes items need to be returned.  I find that I cannot save receipts because they end up getting chemical residue on them.  This keeps me from returning some items and costs me more money. I have not been able to keep receipts for these damages that I have had to endure.

12.  Kitchen items:  In my home I have a blender, a cooking pot for my stove, a microwave and a strainer.  I also have a brita water purifier.  I have had to repeatedly replace these items in an effort to avoid consuming chemical residue that spreads throughout my apartment.  I have found that the worst damage to a person occurs when they consume chemical residue in their food.  Chemical residue can get in one's food if it gets on one's kitchenware.  

I had to get rid of all of my plates, bowls, and silverware.  This is because I do not want to get chemical residue on these items.  I have to buy paper bowls, plastic silverware and plastic cups.  This becomes expensive every month.  

13.  Cellphone:  One of the items that tends to get contaminated in the worst way is my cellphone.  I have repeatedly had to replace my cell phone because it gets contaminated with chemical residue.  I find that no matter how much I clean the phone the chemical residue cannot be removed from the phone.  Cleaning the phone ends up breaking it over time and I have to replace the phone.  

14.  Nitrile Gloves:  I have spent a small fortune on nitrile gloves since 2015.  I have to wear nitrile gloves when I am making my food so that I do not get chemical residue in my meals.  I am also having to clean my home everyday and use nitrile gloves for this.  

I am already on disability and thus these expenses are a massive burden.   When I look back and think about all the times I have been screwed over in my life it really makes me feel terrible.  

What is the point of working hard and trying to build a life for oneself if it can all be destroyed like this? 

Open Letter to Environmental Protection Agency

   I strongly feel that there is a problem with the usage of chemicals that leave a residue in the Cincinnati, OH area.  This is particularly a problem in low-income areas and in subsidized housing.  I think subsidized housing would be a good program if some key problems were resolved.  In a factual and non-ideological way I really think there is a problem with these kinds of harmful chemical exposures in this area.  

I have experienced  problems with harmful chemical exposures over and over again and have detailed this on my blog.  I personally have been under surveillance for 7 years now.  I think the fact that these kinds of chemical exposures cause harm to humans is already known by some government officials on some level.

I feel that this problem is something that requires a large organization to resolve.  I do not think individual people or local landlords are able to resolve this problem.  I feel that resolution or progress towards resolving the problem of harmful chemical exposures would relieve a significant burden for many Americans.  These chemical exposures that leave a residue are nearly impossible to clean up.  

I have described this problem here: 

Read Em' and Weep!: Chemical Residue (reademandweep7.blogspot.com)

Read Em' and Weep!: Living in Contamination Part One (reademandweep7.blogspot.com)

Read Em' and Weep!: Living in Contamination Part Two (reademandweep7.blogspot.com)

Read Em' and Weep!: Living in Contamination Part Three (reademandweep7.blogspot.com)

Read Em' and Weep!: Living in Contamination Part Four (reademandweep7.blogspot.com)

Read Em' and Weep!: Living in Contamination Summary (reademandweep7.blogspot.com)


Sincerely

Ryan Mishler

Sunday, January 17, 2021

Problems with Arawak City Anarchists Part Two

One of the three people that lived there was fresh out of high school.  He became an alcoholic while he lived there and was a terror to live with. He had been on the wrestling team and was some kind of high school bully.  I did not feel safe living with him and tried to get him out of my life.  This was to no avail.  This person was regularly having his friends over to get drunk in the living room.  I felt that this was very disruptive.  He also felt that me and the other person who lived there were more privileged than he was.  Maybe he felt that we owed him.  It is worth saying that the alcoholic had a car and we did not. It seems like these toxic people are like parasites that cannot be pried away from a person with a crowbar. They attach themselves to people based on petty grievances and do not ever fucking go away. I wonder how many people have endured harm due to situations like this. My dad used to say "You can't shoot em."

How were we privileged?  Often these concepts of who is privileged and who is not don't really make any sense.  For example, people felt that I was a privileged white man in 2013.  During this time I was badly disabled and living on the floor in someone else's living room.  Where was my privilege?

Tension between myself and the alcoholic escalated in 2007.  People are not taught how to handle living with people like this.  I found him to be uniquely aggressive and hostile.  Eventually myself and the other roommate ended up moving back to Cincinnati, OH where our families lived. This was before the lease ended.

I got a bill from a collection agency in 2008 for over $7,000 for damages to this house.  I had never gotten a bill from collection agencies before and this was quite shocking.  I was  in my mid-twenties at the time.  Apparently the alcoholic and his drinking buddies destroyed the home after me and my roommate left.  In these kinds of situations the collection agency typically trumps up the charges.  I am not sure what the cost of the actual damages was.

In 2009 I ended up paying $2,300 back to this landlord because people from this group destroyed the house after I moved out.  There were three people on the lease.  Two people had to pay $2,300 and one of the people got away with it. Guess which one got away with it?  He did not have to pay because he had a lawyer in the family.  He may have had more liquid courage due to his alcoholism.   He was the one who caused the damage.  $2,300 really goes a long way in the world.  Sometimes when I am out of money I think back to this event. I wonder what I could have done with this $2,300. 

It is worth noting that in many cases people really do not have to pay debts to collection agencies.  I think this was one of those situations.  Collections agencies send people letters and call people on the phone.  They basically hunt people.  These type of conflicts could be settled through some kind of sensible court or mediation process. Instead debts are resolved through intimidation. People really need to figure out better ways to resolve differences and conflict.

The alcoholic would later get angry at me in 2013 and take a picture of himself with the American flag and a rifle to threaten me. This image went viral. How is this person a model American citizen? Why he used the American flag I do not know. I did not ever perceive him to be patriotic in any way. I found this person to be a massive burden on my life.

The Arawak City Anarchists were like the Symbionese Liberation Army and I was like a male version of Patty Hearst!


Problems with Arawak City Anarchists

 In my early 20s I became affiliated with a group from Columbus, OH called Arawak City Anarchists.  The name Arawak refers to a Native American tribe that existed in the area before it was called Columbus, OH.  There were not any Native Americans in the group.  I had some fun times and community with this group from 2004-2007.  In my later years I feel that this group was a cult in many ways.  I got associated with them while opposing the War in Iraq.  I also started having symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome in 2004.  I got involved with anarchist groups because they seemed to have unique ways of living a frugal lifestyle.  

I feel that they were possessive and controlling of me.  They tried to separate me from my other friends.  Two people from this group were bothering my sister in 2007 and telling her that I was more or less suicidal.  This was not really true.  She was devastated.  It is true that three people from this group committed suicide between 2006-2010.  One person committed suicide after a violent incident that involved another person in the group.  There were other incidents in the group of violence, alcoholism, substance abuse, and harassment.

In 2006 I moved in with 2 other people from Arawak City. It was a fun time for a little while. The other two roommates were always letting other people stay in the home for free. They felt that this was "communal housing." I felt that it really was "us getting screwed over housing" because we were not wealthy people. Why should we be housing people for free? Some of the people there did not show us any respect. They stole from us and destroyed the home. There was one confrontational meeting that occurred in the spring of 2007. About 6-8 people, who did not live there or pay rent, were in my living room one day. One in particular had lived on the couch in the living room. The bums confronted the three people that actually lived there about our alleged unethical behavior. Can you imagine the nerve of anyone, who would confront other people in a home where they did not pay any rent? Can you imagine the nerve of people who would invade someone else's personal space? This comes up over and over again with these people. They have no regard for people's personal boundaries and don't care how much harm or damage they cause people.

A bunch of frivolous grievances were brought up that really did not amount to anything. We did not harm anyone or cause people damages. I was the oldest person in the group of three and had been involved with the group the longest. I felt like a lot of the criticism was directed at me personally on some level. I had opened my home to these people and this is how I was repaid. They could have simply left if they did not like what we were doing. It's not like we were a social services agency that had any obligation to to do things for anyone else. This was our home after all. This was one example of the many times my personal boundaries were violated by this group of people. They treated us like objects that needed to be punished and not like human beings.

It was later said that our group of three were "sexist." I was labeled a "manarchist." This term refers to a sexist male anarchist. No significant event or incident was brought up. This would lay the basis for a conflict that would happen later. There was no real evidence of any sexism that occurred in the group. All three of us were men. Some women lived in the living room or in an empty room without paying rent. The meeting was very confrontational and I felt threatened by having all of those people in my home. It seemed like they had planned out beforehand to all come in my home and confront us about our "evil deeds." There was only one woman present at this meeting and she barely said anything!


A Word About Collection Agencies

Most people are not prepared for what to do when they are contacted by a collection agency. Collection agencies make all sorts of bizarre claims about how they have obtained permission from a court to take money out of people's bank accounts or garnish their wages. This is not really true most of the time. They send people letters threatening to add on late fees and other penalties for not caving to their demands. Collection agencies and gangstalking are two bizarre forms of punishment and hostility that occur outside of the legal system. It really does not make sense to charge people more money for not being able to pay their bills. I think a lot of people feel threatened and that they must pay ASAP before their credit score and finances are destroyed. This is not really the case in most situations. I have heard of people committing suicide when they are pursued by collection agencies.

I can think of some situations where creditors need to be represented.  I think collection agencies do not create justice in the world.  If anyone is having difficulty dealing with collection agencies feel free to e-mail me at mushinryan@yahoo.com

High Cost of Living in Contamination

 In 2015 before I was first harmed by chemical exposures I did not have much debt.  I lived a frugal lifestyle.  My only debts were for student loans and also medical bills.  It was odd that I had medical debt given that my health problems were caused by medical error.  Ever since 2015 I have been driven into bankruptcy and extreme poverty.

I have had to pay through the nose for: 

1.  Cleaning supplies:  I am having to clean my home everyday in a vain attempt to reduce the chemical residue in my home.  This requires me to buy paper towels, hydrogen peroxide, rubbing alcohol (this has made me sick).  This also wastes a lot of my time.  I could write a whole separate post about how much time and energy is wasted by having to live in this kind of environment.  

2.  Living in this contaminated environment has caused me to have to purchase a home infrared sauna, which was $560.  I only get about $900 a month from social security for my disability.  This disability is not getting better because I am living in a contaminated apartment.  

3.  The chemical exposures I experienced in 2014 required me to put most of the items in my home in zip lock bags.  I also bought three hepa air filters for my apartment to try to remove the desiccants from the air.  The biggest problem was the desiccant dust got all over my home and was impossible to remove from my personal property.  

4.  Damages to my home:  Before all of this happened I had a nice home to live in.  I had lived in Erlanger, KY for 4 years.  My entire home was basically destroyed gradually by all of these chemical exposures.  I had many books, CDs, movies, 2 Ipods, those are all gone.  I had memorabilia of family and friends this is all gone.  I kept a lot of binders, notebooks and file boxes with notebook paper in them.  This is all gone.  Almost every single possession that I had from before 2013 I have lost.  The only items that I still have are computer back-up disks, whatever is saved in my e-mail and clothing.

5.  I cannot keep notebook paper in my home.  I really cannot make a journal or keep notes on anything.  Any use of paper has to be kept to a minimum.  Thus if I want to make note of something I have to put it in my computer.  My computer is under heavy surveillance.  This is degrading.  People have open access to basically everything I know.  

6.  Subsidized housing is a government funded program.  Thus government agencies pay part of the rent for people to live in these apartments.  I don't think it benefits government or anyone for people to be living in contamination.  

7.  I have had to stay at extended stay hotels many times since 2014.  I stayed at an extended stay hotel in Florence, KY for about 3 months in 2014.  This place was about $900 a month.  During this time I also had to pay $225 for subsidized housing.  Thus I was paying $1,125 a month.  The reason I had to pay rent to subsidized housing was so I could transfer to another apartment.  

I had to pay $1,125 a month for three months due to an accident that was caused by my landlord.  Does this make sense?  Do these people have self-discipline or restraint?  When someone else makes a mess, why do I have to clean it up?  

I moved into another subsidized apartment in late 2014.  I only lived there about 6 months.  I stayed in an extended stay hotel for a week in mid-2015 during the move.  This was between $200-300 for a week.  I was then evicted from shared housing near the end of May in 2015.  

I moved to Indianapolis and stayed in another extended stay hotel for a week.  This cost me between $200-300 once again.  Between 2014-2015 I stayed at extended stay hotels in 3 different locations that were owned by the same organization.  When I moved back to Cincinnati, OH in 2019 I noticed that his organization had changed their name.  I am not sure why this is.  

Recently I stayed at an extended stay hotel in Cincinnati.  This was so I could get out of my contaminated apartment for a brief time.  I wanted to see how I would feel.  I did feel quite a bit better.  I feel that I am somewhat paralyzed on a daily basis by living in a contaminated environment.  I did have to take the bus back to my contaminated apartment several times.  This was so I could use my home infrared sauna.  The chemical injuries I have endured have caused me to need almost daily sauna visits for up to two hours.  I've been bound to the bloody sauna!


Saturday, January 16, 2021

Chemical Injury References

 References about Chemical Injury:

1.  MCS_-_Scientific_Medical_Evidence.pdf (dr-bradford.com)

2.  MCS_-_Scientific_Medical_Evidence.pdf (dr-bradford.com)

3.  Chemical Injury Information Network (ciin.org)

4.  Environmental Health Network: EHN

 


The Cost of Living is Too High

 This keeps becoming an issue over and over again.  I think in particular excessively high rent makes it too difficult to simply live in the world today.  This causes undue hardship and unnecessary suffering.  

There is also a lack of public transportation.  When everyone has to own a car that creates traffic jams and environmental pollution. 

Witch Hunt Defined

  In current language, "witch-hunt" metaphorically means an investigation that is usually conducted with much publicity, supposedly to uncover subversive activity, disloyalty, and so on, but with the real purpose of intimidating political opponents

is a search for people who have been labelled witches or a search for evidence of witchcraft, and it often involves a moral panic[1] or mass hysteria.

Kangaroo Court

  A kangaroo court is an unauthorized, unofficial court, the sole purpose of which is to provide the image of a fair legal process. In actuality, the fate of the accused is actually decided in advance, with no considersation being made as to the fairness of the situation. Kangaroo courts are typically associated with groups that practice their own brand of justice, which is outside of the formal judicial process. To explore this concept, consider the following kangaroo court definition.


  1. A bogus court, the intention of which is to provide the illusion of a fair justice system where none exists.

  2. A mob, or self-appointed, tribunal that mocks society’s principals of law or human rights.

  • The right to be assumed innocent until proven guilty

  • The right to be involved in, and to control, one’s own defense

  • The right to hear a full and detailed statement of the charges filed against the accused

  • The right to omit evidence that is irrelevant or inadmissible

  • The right to cross-examine or summon witnesses

  • The right not to incriminate oneself

  • The right to be provided enough time and resources to prepare a proper defense to one’s charges

  • The right to introduce evidence that supports the acquittal of the accused

  • The right to appeal a conviction

  • The right to have a stenographic record created of any trial proceedings


Monday, January 11, 2021

Living in Contamination Summary


How many Americans and people around the world live in a contaminated living environment?  

When one lives in subsidized housing it is not safe to call maintenance to have one's apartment repaired because they may cause an accident.  This is not normal. Most apartments are not like this.

When one lives in a contaminated living space they are subject to daily harm from chemical exposures. If a chemical leaves a residue that cannot be removed from a stainless steel faucet- how can it be removed from human tissue? Chemical residue is kind of subtle and it's not something everyone is able to notice. Many chemical exposures are subtle and are also not visible. Carbon monoxide is not visible. Lead in the drinking water can also be invisible.

How much harm is done by chemical exposures?  Is there anyway to recover from such harm?  I do not know.  It is possible that the damage is irreparable after a certain level of exposure.

The damages caused by chemical injury are a terrible waste of human life.  No one wants to be burdened with this kind of problem. I have Multiple Chemical Sensitivity and the one basic requirement of having this health problem is that one not be exposed to chemicals.  There are many people around the country and world who have to leave their homes and live in cars, in the street or have their lives uprooted by this illness. Chemical injury and Multiple Chemical Sensitivity are not the same illness. I do think chemical residue exposures would harm anyone. There is difference between industrial chemicals and chemicals that are in laundry detergent, fragrances and chemicals people are commonly exposed to. I do not know if those cause damage or not.

I would wager that the damages one experiences from continuous exposure to chemical residue is not different than the movies The Rainmaker, A Civil Action and Erin Brockovich in some ways. I have multiple chemical sensitivity so I am more sensitive to this than most people. We matter also. People should not have to tolerate being exposed to harmful chemicals. The people who live in subsidized housing are the most vulnerable people in society. This includes disabled people, poor people, the elderly, single parents and minorities.

There are apartments in this area that I could afford to move into.  I am not allowed to move into these apartments because I do not make three times the rent per month.  Where do people live when they need to recover from health problems? It is customary to assist disabled people, that is not new.  If people cannot find any place to live while they recover form health problems that is terrible.  

Many illnesses are caused by chemical exposures, medical error and on the job accidents.  This falls outside the "logic" of personal responsibility.  I have been living in contaminated apartments since late August of 2014.  The only break in this ongoing poisoning and harm have been brief.  I have paid the rent on time and in full every month.  Most of the time I have been in college or working and making a contribution to this society.

I have tried addressing this matter with the local health department.  They told me this situation falls outside their scope of support.  People do not have the luxury of saying something falls outside of the scope of what they currently understand, especially if it is causing them harm.  The EPA was also unresponsive regarding this matter.  If people are being harmed by chemical exposures it does not matter whether or not it is recognized by the government or "intellectuals."  I think everyone would all be better off if people were not made sick by institutions.  This is a very big burden.  Treatment for chemical injury is not covered by insurance.  Chemical injury cannot be treated through the conventional medical system.  There are no environmental medicine doctors in the area I live in at all.  

If there are any lawyers that are interested in taking this case you can reach me at: 

mushinryan@yahoo.com

(Living in chemical residue is like living in quicksand because it slowly takes one under)




Monday, January 4, 2021

Books by George Ivanovich Gurdjieff

 1.  Beezlebub's Tales to His Grandson 

2.  Life is Real Only Then, When 'I Am': All and Everything

3.  Scenario of the Ballet: The Struggle of the Magicians

4.  Meetings with Remarkable Men

5.  The Herald of Coming Good

6.  Views from the Real World gathered talks of G. I. Gurdjieff



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Books by PD Ouspensky

 1.  The Psychology of Man’s Possible Evolution 

2.  In Search of the Miraculous: Fragments of an Unknown Teaching

3.  Talks with a Devil

4.  The 4th Way 


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Friday, January 1, 2021

The Liver and Health

  I spoke with a doctor that did supervised fasting in 2011.  I had been doing fasting since I was in my early 20s.  I had not had a mentor.  This doctor told me that one of the best things about fasting was that it was helpful for healing the liver.  He felt that one's liver was harmed by pharmaceuticals and chemical exposures, which are more common in the modern world than ever before.  For most of human evolution we were not exposed to chemicals.  

There is obviously more to health than just the liver.  That being said I found that what the supervised fasting doctor told me was true on some level.  I found that my overall health and experience of life was improved after trying many healing techniques, which involved detox, liver health or overall health in general.

Since late 2011 I haven't ever been more certain that there's a better way to live.  I also have been more certain that there are forces in the world that are messing it up!  One major obstacle is the reckless use of harmful chemicals.  


1.  The water cure- something I found online.  I drink about four glasses of water a day that are 18oz.  

2.  dry sauna visits

3.  infrared sauna visits

4.  Ionic foot bath

5.  bentonite clay

6.  activated charcoal 

7.  Vitamin and mineral supplementation 

8..  wheat grass

9.  Chiropractic visits 

10.  Getting plenty of sleep 

11.  Refraining from alcohol or unnecessary drug use (recreational or pharmaceutical) 

12. Avoiding exposure to harmful chemicals 

13.  Going on an elimination diet and finding which foods are best for one's self 

14.  Getting plenty of fresh air 

15.  Fasting or intermittent fasting