Broke My Hip

 I broke my hip on January 31st, 2021.  This was while I was walking down the street I live on one cold night.  The sidewalk had not been properly cleared and was like walking onto an ice skating rink.  This seemed unusually bad.  This area I live in seems to be a land of many hazards and harm.  I do think part of the reason my hip is broken is due to the constant exposure to chemicals I have had since 2015, almost without interruption.  

I was in the hospital for three months and am now further bound tot his contaminated apartment that I live in.  I find that pursuing litigation in matters like this tends to be futile in many situations.  When working class people try to use the legal system they are extremely disadvantaged.  I had had three prepaid legal services within the past 5 years.  Two of them canceled my membership after I got in mild arguments with the attorneys.  Membership with these three organizations did not lead to one successful legal case in five years.  This is in spite of many legal issues I have faced:  

1.  Repeated chemical injury

2.  Constantly under surveillance/condemned to death etc.

3.  In this broken hip case the sidewalk was not properly cleared 

The only lawsuit I ever pursued formally was against the local housing authority. In this legal case the landlord actually turned out to have immunity from any accountability.  At one point in the case the judge remarked that he "tended to agree with the opinions of experts" regarding the damage caused to myself and my property.  The experts all worked for the housing authority.  Does that sound biased to you?  They certainly were not a neutral party.  

Defective Detox Products

Due to being chemically injured I have bought 3 products off of the internet.  All three broke within six months or less of buying them.  Both saunas were $500 and the foot bath was about $150.  Luckily I did have the warranty for these items.  The whole thing is a really big hassle.  It would seem the most basic of things have become difficult or impossible in this society.  

1.  One infrared sauna broke after a couple of months

2.  One foot bath broke after one month

3.  One infrared sauna only broke after only three uses

One definition of oppression is being heavily burdened.  

Living in contamination Part Eight

 I recently got a letter from my doctor to transfer to another apartment due to the chemical exposure and also mold in my apartment.  I looked at this apartment yesterday and found that it also had a chemical residue exposure in it as well, thus I could not move.  Of the three units I have viewed at this apartment since summer of 2020, all three apartments have had these chemical residue exposures.  

I moved in this one because I did not have anywhere else to go.  This is at an apartment complex where the rent is about $700/month.  Many people living here are doing so with section 8 vouchers.  That is very common on this street in Cincinnati, OH .  I feel that living in low income areas in the USA is very different than other parts of the country.  

Stop Harmful Chemical Exposures

Living in Contamination Part Seven

 After getting out of the hospital I started doing physical therapy for my broken hip.  I was first given a walker, which was contaminated when I got out of the hospital.  This is very burdensome and damaging every single time this happens.  This causes damage to my body, home and is impossible to clean up.  It creates a situation where I am being poisoned everyday by chemical residue.  

I started doing physical therapy after I got out of the hospital. I  soon moved up from a walker to a cane.  My physical therapist got me a cane from the local thrift store.  I don’t know why it had to be from the thrift store.  The top of this cane was a rubber handle that was contaminated with chemical residue.  This once again added insult to injury and was destructive.  

When a person has Multiple Chemical Sensitivity and chemical injury they need to avoid chemical exposures in order to recover.  It is difficult to fathom how corporations have screwed up the world in this particular way.  This is not a problem people should have to endure over and over again.  This has happened to me fourteen times in the last 5.5 years.  Every single time this happens it creates a horrible situation and is destructive to my health and home.  

The added burden is most people have not ever heard of this problem. People have heard of duct tape residue and for the most part that is it.  I am on two large listservs for people with Multiple Chemical Sensitivity and no one on either of these listservs has heard of this problem before.  I spoke with one person from an organization that assists people with chemical injury.  He told me one other person besides me called him and told him about this same problem.  He said that he told them that this problem did not exist.  That is crazy!  It’s very alienating to have someone tell you that something like this does not exist  These chemical exposures have ruined my health and home..  If one loses their arm, do they say it does not exist!?  

Most of the experts a person goes to when they need assistance have not heard of this problem either.  Counselors, case managers, people in social services and doctors have largely not heard of this problem.  When I addressed this matter with one counselor recently she said it was not affecting me and that we were “all dying.” This person suggested that I use rubbing alcohol, which actually makes me sick. This solution did not work. Every problem does not have to have a resolution. I don't think I was put on earth to scrub away at this one everyday.

Another person accused me of wanting everything to be easy.  That is ridiculous.  I think some of the propaganda that has been going around about me accuses me of wanting everything easy.  I do not think that is accurate.  Some people don’t seem to be able to express any real discontent about this system or societal institutions. 

It’s very burdensome to have to explain to people over and over again something that they have not heard of.  People tend to think that “we already know everything” as a society and don’t tend to believe what I am saying.  This is horrible.  

People need to have some place to recover from chemical injury where they are not being poisoned everyday.  This is an obvious fact.  These chemical exposures are destructive to natural and normal human existence.  Of all the burdens a person can bear, I do not think people should have to be in situations where they are made sick in this way or their property is destroyed.  People who are in denial about chemical residue would change their attitude if something like this happened in their home.  When one is disabled or injured the many burdens of the world should not be shoved in their face!

Always Need to Hear Both Sides of the Story

 

Union for Disabled People

 There needs to be a union for disabled people that is run by disabled people in the United States.  Too often the needs of disabled people are ignored.  Many health problems are caused by medical error, chemical exposures and on the job accidents.  It's more likely for a person to be victimized when they are disabled and cannot defend themselves as well.  The many burdens of society should not be heaped unto the underprivileged.  

Since some disabled people cannot work they may be seen as disposable.  

 

More Negative Propaganda Against Me

This has been the kind of "media" that has been getting made against me since 2014.  There tend to be characters that are based on me in movies, TV shows and in other places.  Luckily I was not born yesterday so I can tell what is going on here.  At worst such characters are the victims of violence.  They are almost always the butt of the joke.

Was this commercial made with taxpayer money?  In the middle of a pandemic?  

How about a commercial about how much damage has been caused to me by chemical exposures since 2014?  I have paid the full rent every month in spite of this.  

 

Living in Contamination Part Six

Many of the mail boxes in my building do not actually close.  One of those is my mailbox and this resulted in the theft of my mail late last year.  I told the maintenance guy here that someone stole a gift card that my aunt got my for my birthday.  He asked me if I,  "needed food?"  Is this person stupid?   I asked maintenance not to use any chemicals during the repair.  For some reason this was not possible.  

After maintenance came in and examined the mailbox I could tell that he had chemical residue on his hands.  The chemical residue got all over the inside of my mailbox.  As a result this, all of my mail now gets chemical residue on it.  I now have to wear nitrile gloves to get my mail.   It would appear that this person is exposed to chemicals on a regular basis, consciously or unconsciously. This really seems very strange and bad. It is difficult to imagine how the planet could possibly be screwed up in this particular way. How has this happened?

When I was living in a studio apartment in Indianapolis, IN I did not ever have to worry about maintenance exposing me to chemicals. The maintenance man at my apartment was a friend. He was a wiz at auto mechanics and computer repair. He worked on cars regularly, which obviously involves chemicals. He did not use nitrile gloves. Not once did this person ever expose me to chemical residue. Why is this? It seems like people in subsidized housing are doing something wrong here.

In these situations where I am been exposed to chemical residue, I have been almost completely alone. I am on list servs for people with Multiple Chemical Sensitivities. Few people have ever experienced anything like this before consciously. Many of the people seem to live on the west coast where there are more strict laws about chemical exposures. I have yet to find an expert that really understands this situation in any effective way. How the hell would I know what to do in a situation like this? I am an innocent primate. This chemical residue problem has destroyed my home and my health.

  

Living in Contamination Part Five

This is a horrible story that does not seem to end.  Every time I think I am safe from chemical residue exposures, another one happens.  Organizations and institutions need to take note of this problem and make the necessary changes.  Exposing people to harmful chemicals should be avoided.  People in maintenance and construction, who use these kinds of chemicals, need to become aware of this problem.  This is for their own wellbeing and the wellbeing of others.  The individual should not have to hover over maintenance personnel and make sure they don't expose people to chemicals.  Maintenance people should not expose people to chemicals on their own volition.  When I walk down the street do I need to put up a sign for cars that says "Don't hit me?"

I recently broke my hip.  I fell on some ice on the sidewalk near the building that I live in.  The sidewalk had not be cleared and was unusually icy.  It was like walking onto an ice skating rink out of the blue.  I think part of the reason I broke my hip is because my body has been damaged by chemical exposures for over five years now. 

I was in the hospital for about five days and my leg had not healed.  I then stayed at a nursing home on the west side of town for about 2.5 weeks.  At the end of the stay I was given a walker to use for awhile.  Right before I left one of the people from maintenance thought the walker was the property of the building and cleaned it with some kind of industrial cleaning solution.  I saw this and told him to stop.  He had already made a mess.  The damage was done.  This cleaning solution is another one of theses chemical exposures that is impossible to remove and spreads by touch.  The massive burden and damage caused in situations like this cannot be underestimated.  Who wants to be poisoned everyday?

I told building staff that this was a problem and that I wanted another walker that had not been screwed up.  They had the maintenance guy and his supervisor talk to me.  They said the chemical could be removed with water and soap.  This was not true.  They also lied and said the walker was cleaned with the solution before the guy from maintenance wiped it down.  I don't think this was true either.  There is too much of this attitude that, "Experts know what is best for you."  If that is true then why is my home covered in chemicals?  The experts have really failed on this issue.

The maintenance supervisor then took the walker into the shower and washed it off with soap and water.  This did not remove the chemical residue or make much of a dent in the problem.  I had just gotten out of the hospital and was in quite a bit of pain.  It was very difficult to deal with these two people by myself.  They would not give me another walker and I was stuck with the one that they had contaminated.  I could not leave the site without any walker at all.   

I then went home and this of course got all over my apartment and everything in it.  That is disgusting and horrible.  It is despicable that this keeps happening over and over again.  I would rather someone come into my apartment and take a shit on the floor.  At least I could clean that up.  

All people are sensitive to chemicals on some level.  Only some people have multiple chemical sensitivities.  I think that these kinds of chemical exposures would affect any person.  People do not know everything.  Many people have not heard of this problem.  Simply because people have not heard of something does not mean that it does not exist in the world.  This problem is not new.  I cannot describe how horrible and disgraceful it is to go through things like this.  To be disabled and deeply exhausted and then have maintenance people contaminate my home and property, then run away and leave me with the burden.  This has got to be stopped 100%.  I think if society were not so fast paced there would be fewer problems like this.  People need to have more time to collect themselves and rest.

Throughout history I don't know how many societies have managed to make their citizens sick.  That is a horrible burden to leave any person with.  People with chronic health problems are certainly not going to be some kind of active citizenry.  The people are not the ones causing chemical exposures, the problem is caused by organizations.  Organizations have wealth and resources that could be used to resolve this problem.  People do not have those kinds of resources.  Some people have fulfilling lives, go out on the weekends and have relationships with other people.  Some people are burdened by the many problems of society and do not lead fulfilling lives at all.  

I think every time one of these chemical exposures happens there should be 100% restoration of the damage caused to a person's body and property.  This is a burden that should be handled by organizations and not by individual people.  Individual people should not have to be harmed by the mistakes of government or corporations.  Such organizations must have accountability.  If someone makes a mess, I think they should clean it up.  Suffering is often caused by ignorance.  No one wants to suffer due to the ignorance of other people.  

In situations like this I think the amount of suffering caused by things like this is underestimated, unheard and unrecognized. Nobody ever says, "I want to be repeatedly chemically injured and have it drive me into poverty and destitution.  Then I want to spend much of my life attempting to clean up chemicals that cannot be removed."  I am Ryan's liver.  I do not want to be harmed by chemicals it keeps me from growing as a person.  

Of all the burdens a person could take on for a society I think these chemical exposures are over the line because they make people sick.  I could dig a ditch or do some other kind of work.  I don't think I should have to do this.  I did not cause this problem.  If I were not tied down in this horrible way I could use my energy and resources in a more fulfilling way.  

Quote of the Day

 You can’t fool all the people all of the time, But if you fool the right ones, the rest will fall behind.

Dead Prez, “Propaganda,” Let’s Get Free, 2000

Boycott Propaganda

 There was a lot of strange media made about Jewish people in Germany not long ago.  What happened to those people? 

I am calling for a boycott of media which: 

1. Was made based on illegal surveillance of me.  

2.  Advocates violence against me or characters that are based on me.  Isn't  that predatory?  Should people be able to make a living advocating violence against private citizens? 

3.  Is defamatory to me in any way

4.  Celebrates or makes light of my perceived suffering

*This includes books, movies, TV shows and internet media.

I think it's time to move on to another subject after 7 years of garbage.  People have been making big money off of this for years.  I did not authorize anyone to make media about me or my personal life.  Since 2012 I have been struggling to live and make a living.  I honestly have not been able to unhack my computer or cell phone fully.  I did not design these easy to invade devices.  I did not create a society where such devices are a necessity to live a decent life.  I have been living in an environment that makes me sick and thus have not been able to invest in better computer and cellphone security.

Computer hacking, cellphone hacking and webcam hacking are all illegal. Illegally obtained evidence is inadmissible in the United States.

I feel there have been intrusions into my personal space at a time when I was suffering from a variety of circumstances that were outside of my control.  Thus I feel exploited.

There was a time when I enjoyed movies, books, and music.  That ended in 2014 and has not changed since then.  I am not an object to be acted upon.  I am not a character in someone else's book or movie.  There really is not anything superior or virtuous about people who hack into other people's computers or  phones illegally.  Some people can break into other people's cars easily.  Should this be done with impunity?

If people can't make media based on their own imagination they shouldn't be in  business. 

Exploitation: 

1. making use of a situation to gain unfair advantage for oneself:

2.  the action or fact of treating someone unfairly in order to benefit from their work

Isn't news presented in straightforward English?

How many times have people said the word "even" in the media since May of 2015? 1 billion?

 Quit cussing me in the media!